Fashion Internships

Floral Headband: Zara

Necklace: Topshop

Top: Topshop

Trousers: POP (Leeds)

Belt: Vintage

Garfield Bag: Lazy Oaf

Shoes: Black Doc Martens

I feel like I have alot to say and at the same time no words are coming to me; I can feel all those things I've been putting off slowly start to creep up on me again and it just makes me feel anxious and scared; I know I need more internships but its SO DIFFICULT. I don't even know how to put into words how scary trying to be part of the fashion industry is; 

Its the thought of trying and failing; its being constantly told by everyone around you how hard it is, how you'll never have any money, how so and so went to central saint martins and they still havent got a job, how if you dont get internships now you dont stand a chance when you graduate. Its being told being talented isnt enough, having money isnt enough, going to an amazing university isnt enough, that its LUCK, its pure luck whether you get that job or the girl sitting next to you does. Its luck that you meet someone that knows the contact details for someone at some company who will actually read your email and maybe give you a chance. It just feels hard and believe me I'm someone who trusts faithfully in all these 'feelgood' quotes being thrown my way, you know the ones that say you'll end up exactly where your mean't to be, nothing that's worth it comes easy; and I know that and I believe that if I try as hard as I can I will end up where I want to be. When I say this to people they either think that's admirable and an amazing attitude to have or they look at you like ... 

“Fashion is what you’re offered four times a year by designers. And style is what you choose.”

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